Ambivalence

I
I am the first
First one to cross
The finish line
I
Will be the first
One to be there
But is it over the race
Have the other lost pace
Is it over yet
I keep on running but I can't seem to win
I came here
I want to become another man
Become a better man
I feel good
I am confident that I will last
I will outrun them
It is hard to imagine that you can still win
I am the evil twin inside of you
I am the master of this
Master of this race
I
I was the last
Last one to cross
The finish line
I
I will arrive
No matter how
It is not over the race
Oh the others lost pace
It's not over yet
We keep on running
But we will never win
I came here
I want to become another man
Become a better man
I feel good
I am confident that I will last
I will outrun them
I came here
I want to become another man
Become a better man
I feel good
I am confident that I will last
I will outrun them